Winter Reteat 09

I'm glad that I went to VKCPC's winter retreat. At first I was disgusted of the bathrooms with no doors, shower with no hot water, and having to sleep in the main sanctuary with ALL the guys. BUT I didn't even care about those what so ever.The reason was because I was with my brothers and sisters in christ and such things like not being able to shower in cold water didn't matter to me.

I had no idea of the challenge I was about to be faced with. The seniors boys and older girls in our church were assigned to a group to be a group leader. I have never had my own group before and on top of that my group is usually the one that never participates in activities. We had a co-ed group leadership. The other group leader was Ashley Kim. We butt-heads every now and then but minor shit haha even though we had our own shit from the past, for the sake of the group we forgave each other. and THANK GOD I had ryan in my group, one year younger but a big help to QT's.(oh yeah and the group leaders had to lead in QT and I'm not that good in interpreting stuff.)BUT i tried hahaha

So we played games over the next few days. The first was capture the flag. haha It was a failed plan because there was at least 22 people on each team and the jail was so close to the boundary line. The next game was the dreadful RELAY RACE. And my groups name was CIA which stands for Christians in Action!! i thought of that >:] but the idea originated from Hanaro's retreat shirt a while back. So we were up first for the relay race.

1st station: we had to right each others names on their hand with a marker in our mouth. But we finished that fast.

2nd station: blindfolded and we had to organize by age and then by alphabetical order.The hardest was to make a triangle but we had two members who can see through their shirts so that was easy HAHA.

3rd station: sharades- we chose the hard movie which was paranormal activity. Our motion for that was retarded HAHAHA but we still got it at the end.

4th station: Finish half a watermelon as fast as you can so we dug into it and were lagging it kind of haha.

5th station ( worst station): It was to choose and eat the stack of babyfood. So I took the one with green,brown, and some other color.

I ended up eating the peas.I took a handful and stuck it in my mouth. OMG I was about to die. I didn't finish it so i gave it to my other group member and they pass it around. It gets back to me and it was the same as i left it before. NO ONE at any of it. So i ended up finishing it, nastiest shieett ever.

Overall retreat was awesome.The last night I had the time to talk and catch up with a good friend. We both have similar problems and it was nice to talk to someone who understands. haha VKCPC youth group is Family. My brothers and sisters of christ. Like Pastor Ben said,"I have never seen a congregation or youth group that is so much like a family." And that goes for me too. I'm glad to be a part of this family and I thank God every time I think about it.

TO JANE:
My deal was that No cigs,drugs,fighting until Jan.2010. haha I'm sorry but I think I broke cigs many times before and during the retreat. But I was thinking because my pastor told me that the kids under us look up to us and that the senior boys will hopefully become biblestudy teachers next year. So I was thinking to quit at New years instead of my break being over and starting to smoke again after new years.

Do you ever have those days when you want to strangle your parents?

I have these every FUCKING day

Alright this is a late entry =)

Friday: Afterschool I went to family with Edwin, Sara, John, Andrew, Daniel, and Christine. The plan was to own Christine in every single game at Family Fun BUT it turned out to be the other way around. Christine beat me at most of the games -_-. EXCEPT one game where I dominated her hahaha. >:) After family we walked to Jubilee. Even though my dad was threatening me to go home I decided to stay at Jubilee to listen to one of the most inspirational speakers I've ever heard. Michael Franzese is the chillest mofucuh ever hahaha I know now that I can change. If he overcame his obstacles then I KNOW I can. Compared to his past, Mine is nothing. hahah so its time


Saturday:Secret Santa Day at Daniels house =)

We went to Daniels house in Calabasas and the food cooked by his mom was the best food I've ever tasted. So I was Youngee teachers secret santa. My present was to record everyoen saying MERRY CHRISTMAS to her since she was being hospitalized. I was fucking getting irritated because the kids took sooo long to group up and they didn't want to be recorded. In the end i recorded them. THEN, we continued with the secret Santa. So my secret Santa was a freshman and that little sheki didn't bring my gift but its okay. I got it on Sunday anyways.

Sunday:

It's absolutely amazing how God works. Sundays weather felt so refreshing and felt like a New Day. Youngee teacher was peaceful and I've never seen anyone so peaceful in my life. God called her and now she's living eternal life in heaven. I honestly feel like VKCPC youth group is my other family. More of a family than my own( hahahaha its true). Dongsengs, brothers, sisters of christ. I fucking love this church and I thank God for leading me to it.

TODAY:

Afterschool ate chadeulbaegi =]]

Then went to library to study for the ASVAB test but I ended up just doodling. I drew and put effort into drawing a dust bunny on christines hand and she puts effort into drawing me a piece of dong -_- hahahahaha You happy i mentioned you in my blog >:] haha

AND im getting a tattoo this Saturday. I can finally get a Tattoo in memory of my Grandfather,the person who cared for me more than his own son.

Rest In Paradise Youngee Teacher.

I'm joyous because I know you're in Heaven with God. Seeing you at peace made my day . I'm also glad that you found out I was your Secret Santa before you departed. Hope you loved my gift =). I will hope to see you again in Heaven. You're mah nigguh <3

jane why is the giraffe ^ there so weird looking -_-

Days without :cigs& drugs= 2 =D

Today, I went to church, worshiped, e.t.c and we had a guest speaker. I felt bad because I was messing with the itouch the whole time. hahahah i was playing some rat game where the rat has to get as much cheese before the time limit.=] During Bibly study we went into a deep convo with our bible study teacher John Choi. He really got me thinking about my life. hahah although im not gunna talk about it in specifics, its time to change.

After church, we kicked it at twins, watched year one hahah. DAMN that movie is retarded but its hilarious to me hahahaha.

Went home got my forehead owned by SOMEONE >:[ but i got her back too hehe and now i have to work on a group project havign to do with making my own political party. what the fuck

who has time to read this blog -_-

aiite i broke the deal already. my bad to jane and more importantly myself. can't believe i fucked up so soon. BUT i was tempted with drinking and blazing today but i didnt so im starting all over.

Days without drugs/stog: 1

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aiite so me, edwin, christine, and justin are the only ones who went to the foster home thing. oh and three other people from VK came too. the whole time starting from the ride there and back i was being beaten up by christine cause she frckn kept calling cruiser bruisers on me -_- AND she slapped my face hard in the mookjji bbah,dibidibidip game thing

hm what else happened.
After, me and edwin went to twins pad.
Just kicked it and i left like two hours after i got there.

blogging takes so much effort. makes me think about what I did today. too lazy ima stop here LOL

alright so im adding something else to my list

1.No cigs
2.No drugs

3.No fighting or engaging in any negative physical contact with anyone for a year -_-

what do you usually write in a blog. this shit is like a xanga-wannabe

sigh this is to Jane.

I give up:
1.Cigs
2.All Drugs

until Jan. Hopefully I'll develop a disgust for those by then. hahahaha

its been 2 days =[

Hi

David! Edit this post now that you know how to!