Head up, Chest out

To the 친구's who are struggling with the temptations, Keep your fucking head up and chest out. Not to the point that you look like you want to start shit though hahaha. This blog is basically to the senior guys of our church. To Andrew, Ryan, Daniel, Aaron, and Edwin(New member). Alright man I understand how we said we would quit our habits of stoging but everytime we meet up we end up doing the very thing we swore not to do. To me I feel like we all struggle with similar problems besides drugs and violence."We're Brothers"-Edwin. Fuck yeah we're brothers hahaha. I'm not supposed to be engaging in any violence anymore but I'de kill for these motherfuckers haha.(not a good thought but oh well)

In the time of the crisis my two closest homies(bad grammer) told me that they would die for me. If it escalated to that level they said they'd die for me and the other said he would become punisher status and go apeshit on everyone HAHAHAHA It seems a bit extreme but I got them for life.

What I learned was that whatever your struggles are, use it to fuel your passion as a christian. I'm still struggling with this. How can I get closer to God if he put me in the situation I'm in? I don't know the answer to how I can use my problems to fuel my christianity. This Sunday I'm going to sleepover at another church and take my first step into becoming a biblestudy teacher. I honestly don't think I'm fit for the job. haha John Choi told us to prepare a testimony to tell the youth group. Can I reveal my past? The youngsters in our youth group are so innocent and nice so how would they understand what me and andrew went through? If my testimony impacts one person, I will be forever peaceful HAHA

Enjoy: What We have become